For some reason i cant let my mind rest, i just cant figure out how to relax. I would say that every minute of every day im thinking about how to solve certain things or letting my mind wander into the abyss thinking about everything in life, on this earth, beyond the earth, why do certain things happen, what if's/buts/why's come into everything. i seem to want to be able to solve everything and figure every tiny piece of everything out ! Even now im thinking about why the hell am i rambling about thinking 0_O weird.

Also im learning Finnish, I wanted to learn a new language, and its one out of the ordinary other than your standard, French, German etc etc that you learn in school. Im beginning to enjoy it though which is the main thing. And sometimes i like the fact that some people just dont know what im on about :P

Karma. I'm just going to let it take its toll on some people....

Im slowly learning not to get angry at some things and not get annoyed, because i know that the bad things that other people do in this world will soon enough get what is coming to them. Its dealing with it all in the mean time that's the annoying thing.

Well what d'ya know.

3 and a half hours on a train, 1 and a half hours on a bus.... then i finally get here.

Thats 5hours of travelling. I get to the hotel where im staying at and as i open the door to my room my first thoughts are WHAT THE FUCK. Old fashioned, scammy and god knows what lives underneath the bed, i darnt even look.

A few drinks later and its bareable.

As im writing this there has been.some girl come across and sit opposite me. Her words were more or less, ' ill sit with you because you are on your own '. I tell her no thanks. In reality im waiting for someone, not sitting here like a sad act. Unless thats what i look like when i sit on my own ..... o_O.

I wish i could stay here untill monday, a few days chilled out and getting away from things.

Last words for today are, chill the fuck out and only go clay guida on someone when they really do deserve it. Then destroy them !

Peace

Today....Tomorrow

As i said before, most of these blog posts will be done in a drunken state... this is one of them.

I dont know what it is, but recently ive felt the need to help people and/or animals which dont have what i have in this world and who are less fortunate.

Sometimes i think people take what they have for granted and dont take into consideration what other people around the world DONT have. For the past month or so ive started to see the bigger picture. Everyday you hear people moaning about the things that they dont have in their lives and what they WISH they could have. A bigger TV screen, a new computer, the latest ipod, etc etc. Fuck me ! some people in this world cant afford a tin fucking hut, never mind a home which is warm and safe for them to live in ! ..... Why cant people be considerate and take into account that these people exist and have fuck all before moaning their ballsacks off. They would die to have a piece of your fresh baked apple bastard pie on a sunday, never mind the bed you sleep in at night which is safe and secure...

I used to be one of the people that never took any notice of the things around him and what is going on, but thats all changed and i want to help do something and make a change .... a good change for the people/species who live on this earth.

All it takes is some consideration and thought to the matter, then maybe people will realize just how good they really have it when theyre lying there moaning and whaling like a wookie because they havent got a bag of freaking chips on a saturday night whilst watching the TV.

FUCK OFF. Do something to help. im not a preacher or hippy person, it just aggravates me how sometimes people push things aside and cannot be bothered to think about others.

“You may never know what results come of your action, but if you do nothing there will be no result”

I like that quote, gonna take it into consideration and instead of not bothering with shit. DO SHIT !

Travelling places ... some may turn out to be rather FUCKING bad. But i guess its better than staying here.

Daft, no wait, Good idea - Support the WWF. Charity i like and want to help with. Link below !

http://www.wwf.org.uk/

Updates on all of this shit will follow.

Booyah.

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Most of the time ill be updating this in a drunken state. this should be fun ...